Day Eight (January 10, 2010)

Sunday - Again I got up late because I didn't get to sleep until late. Visited a friend and her baby. Looked at a condo in Winter Hill. Two bedrooms - affordable. No storage really so I'd really need to get rid of all of my junk. Mike and Debbie were really sweet and went with me and discussed everything with me afterwards. I'm so very lucky to have them. I know I'd probably display much more craziness without them. I feel like I owe it to them to stay sane. But then there is still the part of me that associates sanity with death. Maybe that is what contributes to my maintaining this mess. Then went to see a movie I've already seen to spend time with a friend I hadn't seen in too long. By the time I got home, there was only enough energy for a phone conversation with my sister Mary and then sleep.